Every road begins with a dream, and a question, just before the matters of the direction

Saturday, August 22, 2009

The beginning

I have to tell you that I'm so glad now starting this awesome designed (special thanks to Dante Araujo) and prepared site for my readers (if any now). In the other hand I have to start my river of toughts with some statements.

I live in Hungary now, and you can ask why am I writing my blog in English. It's a complex phenomena and I cannot exactly find any reasons for it, I can just guess. It can be caused by my antipaticity of my country's society. Of course, there are a lot of exeptions (friends, etc.), but in general I think I can't easily fit into this cultural environment. Secondly I have some foreigner friends, who might read The Road. Of course I don't want to seem like a stuck-up person, who has a hungarian mother tounge, and for some kind of fashion started bloggin' English, NOT! Of course you can comment either languages :)

You might be curious (if not, just skip this part), why is the blog's title: The Road? I have a main purpose in my life (which every normal person generally has): to be healthy and successful in my life. I think this could be a hard challenge for me, because I must fight with my own dispersed personality and stay on my bike on The Road. Secondly, I have a plan. I would like to live in somewhere else, you know, start a new life in an other country (long road to get there). I did this twice in my life, but after several months I got back to lousy Hungary (almost because my scholarship had been ended). And last but not least, I had a dream last month (when all these changing toughts had emerged and strenghtened in me), the whole story of it was not interesting, but the last moment of my own "night movie" was a question, asked by a godlike voice from the endless nowhere (I'm not religious): "What do you want to be? The cyclist, the bikecycle or the road?" and I got up with kept saying the answer: the road. I know it is a fucked up, and slippy-romantic story, but I can straightly feel that it has a saying, a real prophecy for me (sure it's not from some God, and I was't drunk:).

So we are here, the beginning of a road, I hope you and me will enjoy it, whatever (shit) happens...

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