Permanent progressive patience 6:05 PM

Permanent progressive patience (def.): It is a period of time, which makes the individual able to feel the personal mental freedom and confidence. When the small matters are just left outside, and large problems not going to appear meanwhile. It is not the perfect situation (never it is), but strictly arranged to the diagram line of radical personal development. It is not related to the classical terms of patience (often opposes with them), it can be recognized on a fully scheduled week's one thousandth second. This feeling can be mentioned by examples such as sitting on a train and waiting for the misterious adventure and exploration of kind of happiness. It is often described also planning, waiting with strong aims and see that nothing had been done, but the struggle surely will be not as hard as earlier because of the experiences of some same related struggle. When you concentrating on the finish line and suddenly it appears on the sight and you know, it is easy now to keep on riding and to win the race. And after do it again, again and again.

I feel patience...

1st day in the office 4:32 PM

It was a pretty bright day for working, and I had the greatest rewards, I think it is a beginning of a beatiful employment.

Standing in front of the gates of Chance 10:07 AM

I put all of my life to one bet. Job, school, further career, sport. It is non of children's business from now, I think I officially became an adult.

Yesterday I felt a terrible pain in my right ankle, and I tought that my normal way of life has ended for a while, because it was so hard even to stand on my feet. For today that pain has immediately gone. It could be miracolous, but not. I just fought the pain by strong desire, by the great weight of the forthcoming challenges, and I realized as mentally as phisically, that I really don't need this pain, I want to be healty, fast and stable again. It worked by willpower.

I can feel, the ability in me of getting over problems easily, I don't give up the struggle so easy, and I am sure, that I'll beat you in the season 2010, wherever you ride along, I'll be in your back to beat you!

I've got it... 10:23 AM

The Job and the freshers' flu. The new job scares me a bit, but I'll hang it over and have a woderful career start.

This month will be a rush. First of all I have to take the advanced English language exam, second I have to proove my abilities at my new workpalce, third I need to arrange my uni classes to my thight schedule. And of course I have to keep on cycling, practicing and working out, because till december I want to be 90! kgs.

Keeping on is the most important all of these, and of course Livestrong:

Cancelled 12:05 PM

Tour of Balaton is cancelled due to the bad weather conditions. Another date will be layed out soon.

BUT! Fingers crossed for today, cause I'm going to a job interwiev, so maybe I can work next week, which could be a really good development to reach my dreams...